{"id":3962,"date":"2016-07-05T22:00:15","date_gmt":"2016-07-06T03:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/?p=3962"},"modified":"2016-07-05T22:00:15","modified_gmt":"2016-07-06T03:00:15","slug":"keeping-my-head-down","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/?p=3962","title":{"rendered":"Keeping My Head Down"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Though not in the sand.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">THE DAY<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Wow, it&#8217;s been DAYS since I last wrote here. \u00a0What, about six days? \u00a0That feels like forever. \u00a0I guess I&#8217;ve just been focusing on keeping my head down and working. \u00a0There were a couple days when I didn&#8217;t have much time for work&#8211;Saturday, I think, because we were invited over to a friend&#8217;s place and I futzed for hours that morning, trying to get something going&#8211;and one where I didn&#8217;t feel all that well (s\/p a medical thing). \u00a0Otherwise, I&#8217;ve pretty much just been writing every day and not really paying attention to anything else. \u00a0Fretting over the yard or a privacy fence or whatever . . . it&#8217;s just a waste of energy. Nothing will be done any faster if I worry about it, and no one will respond more quickly (if at all) if I&#8217;m on the phone more often.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Or maybe I&#8217;ve reached critical mass where I just don&#8217;t care all that much about extraneous garbage. \u00a0Right now, I have to write. \u00a0I have to get a book out. \u00a0Screw everything else.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">To that end, I&#8217;ve hammering and hammering and hammering on niggling plot points. \u00a0The husband is trying to be helpful, but when he asks if I&#8217;m working from outline, I evade or just say no. \u00a0I had an outline; it didn&#8217;t work; I don&#8217;t have to the patience to try one again, not now. \u00a0Just write and then loop back and write again and loop back . . . you know, that whole writing into the dark thing. \u00a0I still don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s more efficient, especially when I overwrite to explain something to myself and then cut it all out the next day or just retain snippets. \u00a0But whatever. \u00a0It&#8217;s what I&#8217;m doing now.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">WRITING OUT LOUD<br \/>\nStay\u00a0Dead\u00a0(started 5\/05; Days 1-4, false start)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Day 1: 1000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 23-26: 9450<br \/>\nDay 2: 1200 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 27: (novella) 2000<br \/>\nDay 3: 1800 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 28: 2500<br \/>\nDay 4: 1350 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 29-32: 8850<br \/>\nDay 5: 1000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 33: 3400<br \/>\nDay 6: 2000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0LONDON HIATUS (13 days)<br \/>\nDay 7-10: ~4500 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Day 34: 3000<br \/>\nDay 11-12: ~5000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 35-39: 9,800<br \/>\nDay 13: 1600<br \/>\nDay 14: 2300<br \/>\nDay 15-17: 4450<br \/>\nDay 18-19: 4500<br \/>\nDay 20-22: 5220<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Blog Post: 700<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m Watching:<br \/>\nBack to\u00a0<em>Dr. Who<\/em>. Finished Season 5, started Season 6. \u00a0It&#8217;s starting to grow on me like a fungus. \u00a0The show has its immensely lame and silly moments, but I do like Matt Smith as the Doctor, so I&#8217;m willing to stick with it for him. \u00a0(He&#8217;s also going to be in an upcoming movie,\u00a0<em>Patient Zero<\/em>, that I&#8217;ll certainly see.) \u00a0I had this discussion today with a FB friend about the series in general. \u00a0I&#8217;m not such a fan of the whole Doctor changing every few years bit. \u00a0I tend to get attached to people more than the actual overarching story. \u00a0(Which is why<em> DS9\u00a0<\/em>and\u00a0<em>Enterprise\u00a0<\/em>never did anything for me; I didn&#8217;t care that they were\u00a0<em>Star Trek. \u00a0<\/em>What I cared about were the characters. \u00a0If I could find one to like or an interaction I liked, I&#8217;d stick with it. \u00a0I almost ditched\u00a0<em>TNG<\/em> and pretty much\u00a0<em>had\u00a0<\/em>stopped watching it until I just happened to flip to it one evening when they just\u00a0<em>happened\u00a0<\/em>to do Part I of\u00a0<em>The Best of Both Worlds<\/em>. \u00a0Then, all of a sudden, I had people I cared about and I watched until it got silly and lame again, somewhere around Season 6. \u00a0That&#8217;s when it seemed to turn into\u00a0<em>Peyton Place. \u00a0<\/em>Personally, I didn&#8217;t get the whole Worf-Troi thing, and I never much cared for\u00a0<em>her\u00a0<\/em>as a character. \u00a0So that drama did nothing for me.)<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, the\u00a0<em>Who\u00a0<\/em>story&#8230;I don&#8217;t know if I much care about that. \u00a0I&#8217;m willing to follow this Doctor for now, but whether that will translate into an attachment to other Doctors or different Companions . . . who knows?<\/p>\n<p>Also finished out\u00a0<em>Humans\u00a0<\/em>(I might have posted on that already) and just found out that\u00a0<em>The Last Ship<\/em>, one of my summer faves, is back on. \u00a0Got to catch up in between\u00a0<em>Whos<\/em>.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m Reading:<br \/>\nI\u00a0<em>was\u00a0<\/em>reading\u00a0<em>The Shining Girls<\/em>, and I guess I still am but got sidetracked on a pretty interesting book about leadership and mental illness (<em>A First-Rate Madness<\/em>). \u00a0One nice thing about a vacation: you do get in more reading. \u00a0Which I really ought to do more of as a regular habit. \u00a0It&#8217;s how writers get ideas.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m Listening to:<br \/>\nI have been bad.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Though not in the sand. 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