{"id":3983,"date":"2016-07-25T21:56:21","date_gmt":"2016-07-26T02:56:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/?p=3983"},"modified":"2016-07-25T21:56:21","modified_gmt":"2016-07-26T02:56:21","slug":"down-a-rabbit-hole","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/?p=3983","title":{"rendered":"Down a Rabbit Hole"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">THE DAY<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Wow, has it really been five days since I&#8217;ve visited? \u00a0What have I been doing?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Writing and thinking and outlining and writing and . . .<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">As books come together and plot threads become evident, things change. \u00a0They always do. \u00a0It&#8217;s really amazing to see how different this book is from what I&#8217;d envisioned or started days ago. \u00a0I&#8217;m not saying this is all easy or welcome. \u00a0Actually, today, a Facebook friend posted something right on:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8220;You have to surrender to your mediocrity, and just write. Because it\u2019s hard, really hard, to write even a crappy book. But it\u2019s better to write a book that kind of sucks rather than no book at all, as you wait around to magically become Faulkner.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Yesterday, I was beating myself upside down and sideways because I only managed to outline the next chapter. \u00a0But it WAS writing. (See how I&#8217;m still justifying it?)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">When this many days go by and I have only 6000 words to show for it all, I start to wonder just what I&#8217;m doing. \u00a0Then I think&#8211;stop, shut up, just write.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">WRITING OUT LOUD<br \/>\nStay\u00a0Dead (started 5\/05; Days 1-4, false start)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Day 1: 1000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 23-26: 9450 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 51-52: 4500<br \/>\nDay 2: 1200 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 27: (novella) 2000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 53-57: 6000<br \/>\nDay 3: 1800 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 28: 2500<br \/>\nDay 4: 1350 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 29-32: 8850<br \/>\nDay 5: 1000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 33: 3400<br \/>\nDay 6: 2000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0LONDON HIATUS (13 days)<br \/>\nDay 7-10: ~4500 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Day 34: 3000<br \/>\nDay 11-12: ~5000 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 35-39: 9,800<br \/>\nDay 13: 1600 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 40-43: 10,500<br \/>\nDay 14: 2300 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 44: 2000<br \/>\nDay 15-17: 4450 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Day 45-47: 6000<br \/>\nDay 18-19: 4500 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Day 48: 4000<br \/>\nDay 20-22: 5220 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Day 49-50: 3500<\/p>\n<p>Blog Post:440<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m Watching:<br \/>\n<em>The Last Ship\u00a0<\/em>is still quite entertaining, although I saw this last big shocker coming. \u00a0(It is the only way the next season can run, but I gotta say: the series only REALLY works when Chandler&#8217;s in charge. \u00a0(And I still miss Rachel Scott.) \u00a0Then saw an episode of\u00a0<em>Stranger Things<\/em>, which is still only . . . it&#8217;s okay. \u00a0I&#8217;m still not RIVETED. \u00a0But it&#8217;s good clean fun. \u00a0Maybe I need my TV to be uncomplicated for a bit.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, and got to the end of Season 6 WHO and now back at the beginning of the reboot, just about fifteen minutes into &#8220;Rose.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m Reading:<br \/>\nBoy, I&#8217;m kind of all over the place. \u00a0<em>The Dead Zone\u00a0<\/em>was just deadly. \u00a0<em>Firestarter\u00a0<\/em>is . . . okay. \u00a0I need something new to read and probably not something close to what I&#8217;m writing. \u00a0I keep saying mystery, so go find one!<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m Listening to:<br \/>\nAmazingly, the DNC, in fits and starts. \u00a0Not at the moment. \u00a0Really, there&#8217;s nothing they can say either that will sway me one way or the other. \u00a0I have to admit, though, that Corey Booker gave a great speech.<\/p>\n<p>And folks who don&#8217;t find it concerning that Putin may have helped release those DNC emails? \u00a0Be worried; this is a guy who wants Trump.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>THE DAY Wow, has it really been five days since I&#8217;ve visited? \u00a0What have I been doing? Writing and thinking and outlining and writing and . . . As books come together and plot threads become evident, things change. \u00a0They&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3983","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","wpcat-1-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3983","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3983"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3983\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3984,"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3983\/revisions\/3984"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3983"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3983"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ilsajbick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3983"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}